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READMISSION: The 6th CD By Justin Timpane

All Songs Written By Justin Timpane

 

 

STARBUCKS NATION

Welcome to the Starbucks Nation,

Home of instant information.

Beaming to the docking station,

Caffeination, We’re the Nation

 

Capitalism has replaced Catholicism

To become the new religion,

A Debtor’s prison, it is a new

Sign of opportunism,

An ever present office in

Automobiles or domiciles

(They’re both sufficient)

 

Welcome to the Starbucks Nation

Where everyone’s on medication

To keep us in a calm sedation

Mental patients, We’re the nation

 

We watch our cappuccino spill

And Flicks where Al Pacino kills

Some people with machine guns then

We go to school and there get bullied

And it’s a big surprise

When 13 teenage victims die

The television raised us so

We emulate the babysitter

 

Talk like a gangsta but we live in da burbs.. I seen em

Graduate from eminem to Tupak Shakur.. In Beamers

Emulating anyone that makes em seem urban

But they’re honkys goin golfin cuz they grew up suburban

 

And Simon said to my man Ted

Simon: “You’re not an Idol”

Ted: “Fine I guess I’ll mail some bombs out instead”

So he did, then he’s caught, by the cops, as we watch

They 4 sure report the sordid stories on CNN

 

Here in the Starbucks Nation

Home of wasted education

Given to the drunk Caucasians

Rehab patients, We’re the nation

(Starbucks Nation)

 

18 hour workdays? Even God took 1 day off a week!

 

We’re scared of terrorists

And terrified of aeroplanes

And staring where the towers stood in pairs

Its there on television –

But we have dating shows

And fare to keep the ratings up

Justin and Kelly on TV

And we’re what’s missing here

 

In the Starbucks nation,

Where even we are fabrications

Just some producer’s new creation

Syndication, We’re the nation

 

Welcome to the Starbucks nation

And we like the misinformation

And its too hard to change the station

So impatient, we’re the nation

(Starbucks nation)

 

FRIEND

I’m so glad to see you’re doing well.

I’ve heard that you’re over me, that’s swell.

Maybe if you get the chance, we’ll

Have a beer or a cup of coffee

No, You don’t think so.

 

Thanks Friend, Isn’t it nice

Isn’t awfully good to be my friend?

Isn’t it great? Isn’t it wonderful

To be my Friend.

 

Yeah, your’e right, its better this way now

Just Like you said.

You get to choose when you want me around

Look what I get

I get to watch you fool around

And Be there so you can tell me how

It Feels, What a sweet deal.

 

Thanks Friend, Isn’t it nice

Isn’t awfully good to be my friend?

Isn’t it great? Isn’t it wonderful

To be my Friend.

 

Hi, Its me, I just want you to know

I’m happy for you.. NOOO!!

 

Sorry if I made you all upset,

And that I cried

Its sad your boyfriend

Crashed his new Corvette and that he died

I hope they find the guy who cut the

Brake lines and who stole my scissors

I’ll be there for you, my friend.

 

Thanks Friend, Isn’t it nice

Isn’t awfully good to be my friend?

Isn’t it great? Isn’t it wonderful

To be my Friend.


EVERYTHING’S WONDERFUL

Jennifer sat in the Orchestra shaking

Her knee and pretending to play

Zachary sat in the seat right beside her

And built up the courage to say

“I know that its fearful up here on the stage

I hope I can take that away.. but if

You lose your place at the top of the page,

Just listen to me as you play.”

 

Cuz I’ll be by your side

I’ll be by your side

 

Zachary knelt in the sand by the ocean

That echoed in Jennifer’s eyes

And Zachary smiled cuz he knew it’s the

Moment of happiness making her cry

“I know that its fearful” he said,

“And I’m fearful,

But you know my heart and my mind.

And tearful rejoicing turns fears into choices

And I’ll never leave you behind

 

I swear to you,

I’ll be by your side

I’ll be by your side

 

And don’t turn to look,

You can trust that I’ll be

Here at the end of the day

From morning to sunset to

After the moonlight I’ll stay

I’ll stay by your side

 

Zachary sat in the orchard recounting

The years that had faded away

And Jennifer lay in the grass

there beside him

To hear what he needed to say

And he smiled at her, tearful,

And gave her the roses

He brought to her now every day

And he walked away from her

with sadness but comfort

In knowing she’s hearing him pray


EYES CLOSED

Keep looking the other way

Go look in another place

Speak up if you wanna scream

Cuz I’ve been silent, no time to waste

Reverse to the opposite

Welcome to the readmit

Admit you were just about to think of it

And time’s up, too late

 

Eyes closed and I’ve been counting

And I know that You know

So I’ll hide ‘till you have found me

Your turn, Eyes closed, go.

 

Break out of created night

Crash into another day

Fast into another game, another way

To break through the same

It plays out like poetry

Just place something underneath

It’s looked at and never seen

Like light and shadow, 2,1, new game

 

Eyes closed and I’ve been counting

And I know that You know

So I’ll hide ‘till you have found me

Your turn, Eyes closed

 

Go count back from 10 somewhere

I’ll hide somewhere

Where you can’t find me

Then we’ll start again, cover your eyes

Don’t peek, don’t seek to find me yet

 

Ready or not here we come

Steady towards appearing. Done.

 

Eyes closed and I’ve been counting

And I know that You know

So I’ll hide ‘till you have found me

Your turn, Eyes closed, go.


NOT MYSELF TODAY

Say can you see, can you see me

You wanted me, you got me

Like me? Do you like me?

Do you hate me? I do.

I didn’t mean it, no I’m sorry,

No I have to to you, no.

I got angry

 

If I offend myself I’ll send myself away

I am my enemy, my self’s away

(Try as I might try when I find

time to try I find its finite

And try to try my life, I’d never say it, but)

I’m not myself today

 

My hands don’t bleed, that I can see

A different me, addiction seed, afflicted

Me? I can’t stop me. Say that I’ve got needs.

Flee? No, I’ve got me trying to stop deeds.

Do You hate me?

 

If I offend myself I’ll send myself away

I am my enemy, my self’s away

(Try as I might try when I find

time to try I find its finite

And try to try my life, I’d never say it, but)

I’m not myself today

 

No, I’m gonna be an Island, I am.

No one’s ever gonne be like I am, I AM.

No I have stop and I will try and try and

I am never gonna make it, cannot take it.

 

If I offend myself I’ll send myself away

I am my enemy, my self’s away

(Try as I might try when I find

time to try I find its finite

And try to try my life, I’d never say it, but)

I’m not myself today


ALL BEFORE

You’ve heard it all before

And I’ve said it on my own.

You took me on a trip

And led me to my home.

And I recall the time

We were kissing on the floor

In your friend’s old attic bedroom

But you’ve heard that all before

 

And I am yours, and you are mine

And I am he from other times

And you are she I sought to find

And I am yours and you are mine.

 

And this is just another way

For me to make you see

From in a world that’s all alone

To we will always be

And these are not poetic words

That I could use to try to say

But you deserve to hear “I love you”

And this is just another way.

 

And I am yours, and you are mine

And I am he from other times

And you are she I sought to find

And I am yours and you are mine.

 

They’ve all been for you all along

Here’s just one more to call your song.

 

You’ve heard it all before

And if I write a million songs

The message doesn’t change

Just because time moves along.

And when we’ve both gone old and gray

And life’s not changing anymore,

I’ll still have songs to sing to you

That you’ve heard all before.

 

And I am yours, and you are mine

And I am he from other times

And you are she I sought to find

And I am yours and you are mine.


YES I DO

So welcome home, I start to wonder

When you’re alone,

If you are lonely when I’m gone

And worry something’s wrong.

I took my time to make you wonder

What’s on my mind

I am too kind to make you wait

At least you said I am today

 

And yes I do still, I will if you will.

Look into my eyes, and then you’ll realize

That I will love you, and yes I do.

 

And if I wait, don’t start to wonder

If its too late, if I still

Feel that wondrous way

That I used to yesterday

 

And yes I do still, I will if you will.

Look into my eyes, and then you’ll realize

That I will love you, and yes I do.

 

I know I’ve been away a long, long time,

But not to stay.

I know I miss the chance to say

“I love you when I’m gone”

 

And yes I do still, I will if you will.

Look into my eyes, and then you’ll realize

That I will love you, and yes I do.


OUR SONG (LIE)

(“I will love you all my life”)

 

How could you say the things you said?

How could you say those things

and leave me for dead?

I wish I never heard your voice,

I wish I couldn’t hear it still in my head.

 

Was it a lie?

(“I will love you all my life”)

Was it a lie?

(“I could never live without you”)

 

Did you make promises again?

Does some poor sucker think

That you’ll never go?

And are you laughing now at him?

Do you find pleasure knowing

He’ll never know?

 

Was it a lie?

(“I will love you all my life”)

Was it a lie?

(“I could never live without you”)

 

(“Of course I only want you”)

And him, and him, and him and him?

(“You know that you can trust me”)

To have other men and lie and lie and lie.

 

Was it a lie?

(“I will love you all my life”)

Was it a lie?

(“I could never live without you”)

 

I can’t stop hearing all your lies

It’s just too bad you couldn’t

Shut up and die

 

Was it a lie?

(“I will love you all my life”)

Was it a lie?

(“I could never live without you”)


FINALE..?

When did this weight fall upon my shoulders?

When did I start to feel so much older?

And now that I’ve come to this place

Can I ever know that it is done?

Are there ways I can ever go back?

 

It came to the point that I had to decide.

I prayed that my dreams don’t fall by the wayside.

Endeavor to make what is won be enough to go

Forever. To make what is done the impossible.

 

And close the curtain, the show’s not certain.

The stage is set, the cues are marked

And we’ll see if we’ve gone dark tonight.

 

When did I stop living for the hunger?

When did the dreamers get so much younger?

Didn’t the practical start as minority?

When did respect for the art lose priority

 

And close the curtain, the show’s not certain.

The stage is set, the cues are marked

And we’ll see if we’ve gone dark.

 

Tonight will I stand proud?

Will I sellout the crowd?

And if I bow, what if they yell out loud:

“Get the hell out”? Guess I’ll find out tonight.

 

And close the curtain, the show’s not certain.

The stage is set, the cues are marked

And we’ll see if we’ve gone dark tonight.